<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/7808868?origin\x3dhttp://kuchi89.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script> </head>

Sunday, November 15, 2015

fannie and alex broke up.. 
fannie's point of view was her family problems and work..
stating how alex was unable to understand her and stuff like that..

 after talking to alex, it kinda felt like you didn't want to open up to him.
fact that the two of you haven been meeting for so long.. 
and how you have attained "FREEDOM" after breaking off.
it seems like it wasn't any family problem and shit.
they probably played a part too, but not the focus here.

 i was scrolling through facebook when i came across this.. 

"我已经把全部说出来了感觉好comfortable wor..... I don't care wad status or what's app status u put anyway not of my problem also u wan blame whoever also can I also don't bother from now. I guess I did make the right decision now.time to move on. Thanks friends for concerning especially close ones."

 what did this meant. to be honest. i'm angry. 
there wasn't anything WRONG that alex did? 
these CLOSE FRIENDS who were concerned. 
do they know alex?
and the fact that you didn't give alex even a chance to explain and solve any problem..
you blocked him and delete him on social media.. 
and then? what do you achieve?
were this the consequences that you have wanted.. 
or the results of what your FRIENDS have been preaching you?! 

 Relationship starts off sweet. 
and ends off with responsibility when you reach marriage. 
nothing is gonna stay sweet forever. 
i don't believe in sweet love anymore. 
it's ok, i just have to be responsible for my own decision. 
Good or bad. 

 i don't deny that sometimes we are inclined to listen to our peers..
but end of the day, who is getting married and staying together with..
is you and him. 

 love is really weak in the current society. 
it doesn't mean much anymore. 
animals express their love more sincerely than humans sometimes.
we have too much thoughts holding us back all the time..

 it hurts to see a friend fall out of love.
especially when i know both parties. 
and every time this happens. 
a bit of me gets eaten up.
love cannot be trusted. 
only trust yourself, ALWAYS. 

 it hurts to not be able to express your feelings.
but we learned on the way how to keep away from unwanted attention.
how not to break or poke into other people's life.
i always wished i have something else.
but i still need to learn...
to be contented with what i have. 

 ~so much feels~


Innocence
4:35 PM


✝ Profile ✝

* QiQi *
17th July 1989

__ . . - - * ^ ♥♥♥ ^ * - - . . __

There's no turning back...
♥♥♥
will you look ahead now?
♥♥♥

♥ Cosplay ♥


1. Nina Wang - Mai Otome

2. Rima Touya - Vampire Knights

3. Amane Misa - DeathNote Movie

4. Lenalee Lee - D.grayman

5. Suzumiya Haruhi - Haruhi

6. Hoshina Utau - Shugo Chara

7. Hoshina Utau - DarkJewel ver.

8. Ikuto Tsukiyomi - Shugo Chara

9. Akiyama Mio - K-on! ED1

10. Sawada Tsunayoshi - Reborn!

11. Akiyama Mio - K-on! ED3

12. Akiyama Mio - K-on! (uni)

13. Hatsune Miku - Magnet ver.

14. Ayuzawa Misaki - Maid-Sama!

15. Kagami Hiiragi - Lucky Star

16. Asa Shigure - Shuffle!

17. Dead Master - BRS OVA

18. Kotobuki Tsumugi - K-on! (uni)

19. Hakurei Reimu - Touhouvania

20. Mio Akiyama - K-on! ED2

21. Kyoko Sakura - Madoka

22. Kyoko Sakura - Madoka (B.)

23. Asuna Yuuki - SAO

24. Hakurei Reimu - Touhou Prj.

25. Natsu Dragneel - Fairytail

25. Kirino Kousaka - Oreimo

26. Suigintou - Rozen Maiden

Title of image

♫ Music ♫

★ Tagboard ★

❀ Links ❀

link
link
link
link
link
link

© Credits ©

zero
one
two
three
four
basecode

♫ Innocence ♫


Innocence stolen without my permission
Innocence gone without my submission

Innocence lost through another’s plan
Innocence no longer for another man

Innocence turned to hatred and fear
Innocence gone, no man can come near

Innocence taken from a little girl’s heart
Innocence replaced by mistrust, you thought you were smart

Innocence disappears like dew in the sun
Innocence faded before it’s begun

Innocence obscured like a cloud over the moon
Innocence ripped away too soon