Sunday, August 23, 2015
anyone can bring me out, it's a matter of my decision to go or not to go..
anyone can give me monetary stuff, but i can also buy them myself..
anyone can give me promises, but i chose nvr to believe in anymore..
promises are meant to be broken, never to be kept..
but humans be humans, we like to give promises to never see the end to it..
it has always been the case, believing in others to fulfil their promises, is just not possible..
actions speak louder than words.
anybody can talk, anyone can speak..
but words are words..
talk is cheap..
if i have to ask to get what i want, what sincerity does that show?
i have to plan for my own life, do i have to plan for other ppl too?
i never intend to show my true self.
cause i'm unable to.
you're not strong enough to take my thoughts.
if you chose to stay, then i'll welcome you to hell.
change my mindset if you can..
cause i cant win a war with myself..
until then, i'll stay a lil' stronger.
i better keep myself shut, than let the monster inside run wild.
i'm fine, i'm just down with work.
and i'm not appreciated for things i do.
cause it was never meant to be that way.
it was as if i was expected to do so.
i'm expected to be strong, then i shall show it that way.
i'm expected to be happy, then i'll hide my tears.
i'm expected to be alot of things, so let me be.
i'm living a life expected by others.
it's okay. i'll be fine, just let me get used to everything.
either that, or it's just a bad year to start with, and i'm just down on my luck.
~stay a lil' stronger~
Innocence
2:47 PM
