Sunday, May 10, 2015
In case i got washed away by my own thoughts..
or my emotions overwritten by what shouldn't have..
i took out my old phone, read the messages.
the good and the bad.
the good to remind me why i chose you.
the bad to remind me how much i have hurt him.
to remind me not to make the same mistake.
to remind me to not hurt anyone anymore.
i guessed i changed you, i rejected your care and concern.
i let you walk further away.
i have no one to blame.
yes you were right, why am i always pushing people who care about me away..
i don't really miss the old you,
i'm just glad that you are still here.
even though i've been a pain in the ass.
been making you worry and whatnots.
i whine alot, i complain alot.
i get angry over everything.
i'm like a kid that never grow up.
i neglect you just cause i know you will always be there.
so i really want to know,
why are you still here.
do you not have any regrets?
do you?
it's been so long since we had any talk at all.
~be satisfied with what i have in life~
~知足长乐，可以吗？~
Innocence
12:08 PM
