Sunday, March 01, 2015
i don't like how my image of you changed like that.
mayb its time like this when i cant do anything that i think..
i'm just talking about the time my friend was sending me home..
on his motorbike. ><"
not really my type of transport..
but decided i shld still accept since he offered LOL.
but ya half the time i'm thinking..
what if my phone dropped? so i left it in my bag..
what if my shoe dropped?! i dont dare to move. LOL.
what if i let go of my hands from his shoulders i will fly off?!
lol.. it took me like more than half the journey to go..
ok.. i am feeling abit better now..
then i was staring at his back.
wow. it looked like a back i can depend on.
just saying though..
but yaa.. image of him changed LOL.
i guess it's important for the rider to have the trust of the person sitting behind..
i felt stupid after awhile, cause i felt like going...
"ehhhh, go faster leh!!!"
but of cause that didnt happen. HAHAHA..
too much for me.,
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sometimes when you look back, and see how time flies..
will you regret not doing the things you've wanted to try all your life?
i believe i will, but i still don't have the guts to go all out..
maybe it's all imprinted in my horoscope..
someday you will wish you wouldn't have to grow up..
but we all matured, we all become responsible individuals.
we think for others now.
we can't be all selfish..
we hide feelings, we hide tears..
we hide the pain behind our mask of smile.
these days, my time felt like they passed faster and faster..
what happened earlier today felt like it happened yesterday..
am i secretly wishing for time to pass faster?
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i know i shouldn't be in any more doubts.
but i just can't stop myself from thinking.
thinking of the million over things that can happen.
and hurt me.. and break me apart..
no, i do not wanna be vulnerable..
i don't want the pain.
can't we all skip all these time we used to build the relationship..
and go 10 years ahead?
every time i felt that i could rely on you abit more.
i have to take a step back and analyze..
is that real? or is that just a dream?
~will love change? or will it be forever?~
Innocence
1:06 AM
