Tuesday, December 17, 2013
Stepping backing into sg land..
Mood can change so fast.
Wish I was still in taiwan.
Good place to be.
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Much feels.
Same stupid song stuck in my head for so long.
Time to go back into my hiding place?
Hide back in my shadow like how I always used to?
Be someone no one will notice..
Be someone not impt..
Be someone not needed..
I do look down on my existence..
Cux I really feel this way..
I juz want the attention.
I am an attention seeker I dun deny..
I wanna be someone I'm not.
So I wun be myself.
I wun be vulnerable to others.
I can't grow up.
I can't stay serious for 10mins.
I'm lidat.
Nothing will change.
Except the ppl around mi.
I shld get used to life alone.
Cux one day I'm gonna look around n no ones left..
Nobody.
I can't bear to give up who I am now.
I'm not as strong as u tink.
I'm not as cold as u tink.
Juz cux I dun say doesnt mean I dun feel a thing..
Juz cox I said I'm okay doesn't mean I'm fine..
Juz cux it hurts doesnt mean I have to show..
Getting back to work.
To the days where I can't always say I duno..
To the shitty place full of responsibilities.
I wanna go back to taiwan.
-mayb next next year n alone. If I ever dare.-
Innocence
1:18 AM
