Monday, April 29, 2013
Yeah nothing makes sense anymore..
Thinking bout the future yet looking back..
Its like looking into a mirror ahead..
To see only the reflection of the past..
So much to feel..
So much it hurts..
Mayb I forgot wad hurt feels like..
Because I keep hurting ppl around me...
Still the same old mindset..
When will I grow out of it?
Hurting ppl so u would all stay away...
Cus I wun hurt if I dun lose..
So if I dun get anything den I wun lose it right?
Looking back at so much things...
How do I change now?
Will I ever be able to open up?
Heart is closed, I drew my line.
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Nostalgic feelings.
The simple smile that used to be so easy...
Y has it become so hard now...
为什么我还是定不下心?!
Y am I still running away...?!
It's so hard..
So hard to face things now..
How do I give a 100%?
I cant step over my psychological line.
Am I still collecting my jar of hearts?
How much more will I hurt to finally realise what I want?
Life sux. Life really sux.
I need more things in my life..
Fill it to the max..
So that I dun have to stop to think..
Cux I hate it when I think...
I always think of all the stupid things.
I am not the me anymore.
N I cant be the me I used to be used to love..
I'm only human.
I changed.
N I have no control..
No control of myself anymore..
Anymore.
~stupid me, stupid days n stupid tots, get outta my brain~
Innocence
12:32 AM
