Wednesday, October 10, 2012
hahahah, n she wun even be able to see this..
its fate that we met, its a choice i became your fren, and now i have no choice bt to see u go far away...
how much will i miss you? i tell u it'l most prob be more than i imagined..
it's so hard to find someone that you can talk to..
i duno if i'm hiding my feelings away and protecting myself..
or am i going all out to have fun till the last day u leave?
sometimes frenx are like commuters on a bus, ppl get up, ppl go down..
at a interchange, more ppl get up, and slowly alight from ur life..
we cant really control those ppl.. affinity ba...
mayb i'm still trying to protect myself...
i am still trying to hide those hurtful painful stuff..
and act like nothing in front of everyone..
mayb that's how i'll end up..
or mayb keeping myself distant so i wun feel so much hurt..
too many ppl has been leaving my life..
i juz dun wanna get hurt again..
so i cant put in 100% of my feelings all the time..
keeping in reserve...
bt what i found out is....
sometimes i cant stop myself from going all out to love and care for ppl..
i'm juz lidat.. i'm stupid sometimes.. bt i cant stop myself..
time left: 2 weeks...
mayb i'm juz scared of being alone..
the lonely feeling..
the urge to find someone to talk to..
learning to adapt again is tough..
mayb i juz have to keep learning..
juz feeling so much for my colleague now~~~
when i tink that she is going to leave..
all the images of her laughing we joking, playing around..
arguing over the stupidest stuff on earth...
all the time spent.. all the things we shared..
yes we can still keep in contact bt it's gonna be diff..
so hopefully i can sad now...
den happily send her off when time's up...
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:o so random...
have beeen buying alot of stuff from G-market these days..
and then.. i saw something suit dark so i buy for her..
den i saw something alex will like so i buy again...
HAHAH. all the things in the world are gonna be in my house..
my latest batch of buying is the accessories.. :)
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getting used to waking up going to work..
working life ends so late everyday i got no energy to do wad i wan..
missing out on the cosplay circle..
i gotta start working on my kyoko's spear..
i might wanna do for AFA....
or mayb finish up my mio costume... bt still missing so much..
where to find cloth... ><"
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since i stil gt 10mins before my lunchbreak ends, gonna do something to my blogskin again. :)
~lalala in office~
Innocence
12:52 PM
