Thursday, March 08, 2012
so fast gonna exams again..
so fast gonna submit FYP liaox...
everything is going so fast...
sometimes i wish i could slow down and juz chill...
bt i cant juz let go of everything until i'm all alone...
BLAH.
feeling abit emo-ish...
for no reasons particularly...
mayb a lil nostalgic...
ppl say...
"what we remember from the past are not the people
bt the memories of what u did with them"
quite true... i mean i reali dun care hu it is..
might have even forgotten hu i did wad with..
bt the activity is what is not forgotten?
juz abit sianx when i tink bout sch's gonna end..
everyone going separate ways..
how many of the "we shld meet up soon"
did i said and not done anything bout it?
quite a number actually... :(
HAIS......
i miss CHERYL!!! :x
i mean its been so so so so long!!!! TTwTT
i noe i shld sms if i wanna meet..
bt my schedule oso damn sianx...
i miss MEIHONG!!
our very long mayb bout 2-3 weeks?
bt i mean her bf currently not in sg...
i shld reali meet up with her.. :s
haven met up with SHUXIAN for very very long oso...
n IDY!!! hais hais..
n i reali reali miss MINHUI!!
all the baking/lan gaming/pool/dinner/liquor times/WHATEVER...
hahaha.. kinda miss doing stuff like dat...
miss WEIJI and JASMINE too!!!
weiji met up awhile ago but haven seen jasmine yet...
miss all the crap times man!
esp the epic cheap thrills we get for trolling ppl...
sigh sigh sigh why do we all grow up so fast...
starting to feel old and wasted..
anyway ytd was looking at groupons for getaways..
i wished my clique would like finalise a plan..
the rate we are planning..
i dun tink we'll be going overseas even... :(
dun care where i juz wanna enjoy abit..
HAIS................................
talking to my dad this morning..
i was telling my mum bout my grad trip plans not settled...
den my dad was like..
"not settled den dun go anywhere la!!"
den went on abit on like my dad saying he wil bring mi overseas blah blah..
den i was like...
when i was 6 u said a simple,
"i'll be u to sentosa one day"
but u noe what.. perhaps it got stuck in my stupid childish mindset..
dat u din do wad u promised then,
what makes me believe that u will bring mi overseas...
den u say why i only look at his failures?
den of cux i buey song ask him
den u tell mi wad u succeed in laaa...!!
den he say he succeeded in bringing me up...
:'((((
its all a different thing!!!
its like u say bring mi to special places bt its always juz lies...
:(((
its no wonder ppl say
"a broken promise to a child will leave a scar in the soul"
SIGH.......
i reali duno y i dun see what i have now..
i duno why i've become more n more greedy..
SIGH....
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on the happier note...
my coscards are READY!!!
two designs at the moment..
nowadays keep playing tripletown and drawsomething..
until i hardly do effective work..
and now.. here i am blogging.. WTH?!
fine fine.. long enuff post..
CIAOX...
~FYP LO~
Innocence
11:24 PM
