Monday, June 28, 2010
guess no one's looking back here anymore...
i'm a thing of the past...
y wud anyone take another look...
y am i rushing for cosfest...?
when i dun even have a team...
no frenx to go with me either..
i'm like super solo kia...
no one's gonna have fun cosing with me...
cux i'm no fun...
other ppl gt teams gt photoshoots...
wad do i have...
my costume me n myself..
i got a feeling i'm gonna go there to hide...
well...ever since emo ignored me...
which i STILL dunno y...
nobody jio-ed me to any events ler....
actually.........
i dun even noe when the events r...
sigh..........
mayb i shldnt continue to stay on...
pls la... i failed as organiser...
failed as team leader...
i can oni fail as a solo for now...
slightly losing confidence...
at the end of the day...
mayb i dun even have enough photos for keepsake...
shit i sux....
i cant even get a chalet....
y din i get it earlier....
:( FAILEDDDDDD....
today i went army mrket again...
den bought the jumpsuit...
to realise at night on my way home dat it's short sleeve...
i'll freaking PIAK like shit de lohh...
everythin so cuiix...
no fun no fun no fun...
no chalet no bonding...
no birthdays celebration...
no nothing...
i shld quit cosplay...
i SHOULD...... :(
~emo emo~
Innocence
12:33 AM
