Saturday, January 09, 2010
shreds of memories...
remembering oni the happy moments of life...
letting it rule over all sadness..
the more happy moments i see...
the more sadden i got..
wa i cuiix..
like brian say..
i'm born EMO..
oh wells.. its juz sometimes i'm thinking..
in the moments of their happiness..
have they even remember my existence..
mayb i reali dun mean anything to many baa..
ppl hu used to be with me..
are living now much beta without mi..
or so i depict from their photos..
well.. i believe they are doing beta too..
how do u stop caring bout other ppl's life...
n start taking care of ur own..
does running ahead of everyone...
get u out of ur tots?
hmmm.. have my heart not gone all numb?
it sometimes hurt to see how they;ve done so well..
oh.. i dun reali wan to see them all sad..
bt ya.. it juz meant i wasnt reali anything..
bt a catalyst into waking them up ba..
wad am i?
am i of any importance anyway..
the world goes fine without mi..
it stil revolves around the sun..
the happiest days of my life..
i wish they would juz time loop themselves..
even for another 15,489 times...
haha. bt it'll stil be missing something..
suddenly these days..
i felt kinda empty...
i felt like i'm slowly wearing back my mask..
the one that i tried to shed so long..
wad's happening to mi.. haix..
~cuiix~
Innocence
2:02 AM
