my LnL wiggy finally arrived!! ^^"
this one without.. ^^
i super love the colour though..
its very dark!! ^^
oh.. went to natsu matsuri today..
spent like donkey hours..
queuing.. -.-" we went there bout 2plus..
tot we late n the queue like damn long..
wth.. oni got yukihoshi infront nia..
lol.. oh well.. make a fren from behind..
she's got a giant umbrella..
den everyone shelter..
lol. n til now i tink we dunoo her name..
at least i dun...
we waited in the rain..
mint mint was all drenched..
soooo.. when the gate open..
got 2 queues le..
with tix n without.. ^^"
den me nori ligen ace went in..
den we queued for something we dunno..
lol.. which later we found out was dumb n waste of time..
use ticket to exchange for a fan n a programme sheet..
n so we lagged like 10 mins..
before moving to the yukata rental place..
me n nori alrdy at 51,52.. =.="
it took quite a while...
n we were freezing in the stupid rain..
den i tot mint they all stil buying tix..
den retarded la.. the alrdy in..
n queuing for the nonsense we queued for..
in short, for nothing.. =.="
oh well.. den called mint all into the central..
esu oso came liaox..
den realised no more yukatas..
sadded... =.="
den me n nori went in to get ours done..
woots.. i love yukata..
its WARMER den wad i wore.. =.="
but its the wearing.. ^^"
if i wear myself.. i sure G_G..
lol.. the ribbon damn chim...
den after we came out..
mint mint got her queue number..
cool~ 156.. ~.~"
so the rest went to get food n all..
den went to see performance.. XDD
den after dat join some dance...
den after dat change out..
den after dat get more food..
den got ppl give balloons~ ^^"
oh ya.. this pic took inside the hall one.. XDD
at least let ppl noe wad i wore.. ^^"
tada~ ^^
how do i look? XDDD
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its not as if the group's not impt to me...
its juz me la..
i cant commit la..
its not dat the other events are more impt..
its juz i shld go AS PROMISED...
if i break my promises to the rest of them..
wad makes u tink i'll keep my promise to ya next time?
i noe i'll miss out alot not going for outings..
n i noe the team doesnt need another LnL...
if i've known this happening sooner..
y would i spend another $148 + $58 + $20 + $10~
juz to make it a workable..
make u proud of me too! ^^"
apparently i feel so not needed anymore..
haix.. i dunno if i changed or anything..
but i do not care bout fame...
as long as my frenx stay with me..
with my current situation..
which u cannot see......
i can see ppl drifting away alrdy...
not one or two...
but many..................................
i dun wanna say this anymore le la...
i promise to u i'll try my best..
to bring out a complete LnL on sun...
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at least i'll try..
(cux i cant even wear my wig properly.. =.=")
i'm freaking useless when it comes to cosplay..
~.~" everything dunno stil wanna cosplay..
later i spoil character nia...
i haven done my research properly..
i have one week more...
i nid to settle my wig n costume.. ~.~"
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the arch angel.. was right beside a lovely angel...
the lovely angel have a mesmerising smile...
a smile dat the little angel have yet to see...
the one dat a human once told me...
how hard it was to see the lovely angel smile...
the little angel watches as their smiles got wider...
yet.. the little angel couldnt find its position within..
like it was impossible to cut the bond between the arch angel n the lovely angel..
the little angel walks away...
even though small, yet forward steps...
to distant herself from dat dreadful struggle..
she blames herself for turning back..
the little angel noes dat the lovely angel held a special liking..
how could the little angel let the smile fade?
the little angel held back her tots...
she knew she doesnt have the influence...
not enuff to change anything..
the little angel takes bigger steps now..
each step with a quicker heartbeat..
hoping to see the arch angel everytime she turns..
at least to noe dat the arch angel's still there..
she was so powerless....
the little angel could not make things known..
the little angel hurts within..
would she open out to another angel out there?
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cannot sleep tonight le la..
keep thinking stupid things again..
i can imagine things fairly well..
so many things flooding my mind at one time..
ha. i'll try to handle...
mayb den i'll fall asleep by morning..
i cant believe myself..
super tots!
i feel so empty...
although today's event shld be fulfilling..
wad's wrong with me..
like a road block in my head...
will get it outta way soon la..
before i explode n ppl complaining me emo..
^^" sleep le sleep le sleep le..
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~meows!~