Thursday, July 17, 2008
oh well.. went to eat with idy, maylwin, sx!!
XDD met at bugis den went to V8 cafe..
as usual go there.. LOLX.. XDD
eat eat den shop shop den home home..
today whole day at forum tio suan-ed for my saliva~
=.=" tell them my saliva can heal ppl loh.. XDD
they dun believe.. ask them try..
they prepare towel n pail.. =.="
alright.. came home..
threw down my stuff..
grab my loan stuff..
starting toking to mummy..
den mummy wake daddy..
angry daddy got woken up..
he pissed off as i trying to explain bout loan..
den he talk damn fierce..
my mummy wanna chap in..
my daddy say not her biz, shout at her go sleep..
feel so helpless..
den daddy keep suan me..
say wad if i oni study for 2 yrs?
wad if i cannot finish studying..
den tell me..
a studious person doesnt yada yada yada..
so.. its like wadever la..
i reali dun feel like studying at all..
after he said all dat..
oh well...
happy birthday to me..
happy birthday to me..
happy birthday to peiqi..
happy birthday to me..
wad a great birthday..
reminds me of 1/1/08..
phone kena smashed.. =.="
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okay...... the way i see it..
i shld stop this..
wad if all these..
ish juz in vain?
i dun wan i dun wan..
later i know the truth..
dat's not e answer..
den how?!?!
hai.. why did u appear in my life..
and changed the rythym of my heartbeat..
and created a new scene in my life..
juz wanna hold on a lil longer..
can i??
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i gif u gift.. u delete..
i say i forgive u..
u dun wan..
u say u hate me..
den continue ba..
juz dun blame me for ignoring u..
ever again..
cux its not juz ur life dat's changed..
mine's disrupted as well...
sleepless nights for u..
wasted la. =.=
y do i even bother...
u gt so many others caring..
now.. u reali dun nid me anymore la..
so.. i wun hold back anymore..
oh n thx so much..
for emphasizing my NON-existence..
treating me invisible..
well done.. keep it up..
in no time.. u're juz gonna hate me more..
haix.. sui bian ni la.. =.="
ur blog i oso got read la..
forgetting bout HER is not a big deal..
putting it there juz reminds u of HER existence..
in case u haven realise anyway~
ok.. i'm frigging hush la.. =.="
third time editing.. ^^"
u talked to me.. woah~
me ish the dian xing de zhui ying xin ruan..
i CMI le.. haix.. in the end..
i stil cant hate u all the way.. XD
~i dun hate, i juz dun love either~
Innocence
12:03 AM
