Sunday, July 20, 2008
Went for work at STS again.. XDD
woots.. i didn't count how many i did.. XDD
oopx.. hope i did enuff la.. XDDD
den went to haru..
oh.. first time seeing emo after all the nonsense..
oh well.. we still didn't communicate much..
guess it all takes time..
went to HARU den find SENPAI~~~
as usual..
senpai wear her kawaii outfits..
working there loh.. dun play play..
if oni i was a lil richer.. XDDD
alright.. den spent like dunno how long..
measuring wadever..
den went off to chinatown..
kinda wasted a trip..
not much was done there..
=.=" den got our grp foto..
den i buai buai go bbq liaox..
end up oni gumok went solo red cliff..
XDD nvm as long as he happy~~ XDD
den heard they went to arcade as usual..
den esplanade..
me went to clementi meet lyn..
den fanghui..
den go off together to jess house..
lol.. one of the few times dat i din touch bbq pit at all..
XDDD wa.. next time muz help le.. XDD
if not i feel guilty de.. ^^
den took photos~~~
den eat n eat.. den walk walk..
ps, lyn n minhui all noe liaox..
lyn ish quite against it.. XDDD
but ps brought up something..
dat ish i've been comparing..
like ever again.. haix.. not very fair of me..
guess its still up to me ba..
oh well.. anyway MR YEE came la.. XDD
GAGAGAGA~~ XD
chit chat a lil with everyone..
took photos with ps n jess..
it'll be another yr before seeing them again?
haix.. gonna miss them ba.. ^^
gaga sent me home! wee~
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the fallen angel seems upset...
the arch angel n the angel seems no distance apart..
yet within the angel itself..
there's a distance to anyone..
no one could ever come close to the angel..
cux the angel could not open up its heart..
n it wouldn't let anyone in..
including the arch angel..
if wad the angel ish going to do..
ish gonna hurt anyone..
the angel might juz gif up on doing it..
the angel hopes to continue seeing ppl smile..
from deep within their hearts..
as the world continues to hit on us..
the smiles of many has grown into a mask..
fallen angel.. do not smile when u noe the truth...
let sadness come by once in a while..
the angel hopes to know the true feeling..
the angel has to learn to face feelings too..
its wings will not open..
they will only open to those whom the angel cares..
and protect those that the angel love..
the arch angel might be there..
as a guardian angel to the angel..
but the angel cannot face its feelings..
not as yet....
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its over so quickly...
it makes me wonder..
i lost a fren..
juz like dat..
this is how humans are..
VULNERABLE..
its reali al over now..
i dun wan another time of this..
i nid to getaway..
from all these..
mayb for a while..
i can no longer tell if its real...
izt the pushing factor dat got me?
izt the replacement thingy again?
i cant say anything right now..
wad if i cant sustain the feeling?
wad if i end up hurting again?
wad if i hurt u?
i dun wan i dun wan..
no no no..
i wan i wan..
but i cannot wan cannot wan..
haix.. sorry to make u go thru this..
=.=" nanimo watashi no sei desu..
hontoni gomen nasai..
chotto suki desu kara,
kimi no kimochi wa mamoru..
i'm not running away..
i juz nid time to tink if its real..
dun wanna go one big round n lose another fren..
like i juz did..
sorry emo..
i've hurt u so much..
now it hurts me too..
but at least..
u're happy again..
watashi no yume..
minna no sumairu desu yo..
ja.. minna onegaishimasu..
~watashi mo waratte ne~
Innocence
4:20 PM
