Tuesday, June 10, 2008
for all we've known..
love ishh wad i call..
getting used to the feeling of someone around..
growing dependence on them..
then, when they leave..
it felt like a space given up..
it feels empty..
like in the middle of nowhere..
and having nothing to hold on to..
do u believe in everlasting love?
there's no forever love..
its an unreal truth..
cux we all noe dat..
infact.. there's no one we cant live without..
we can live as well on our own..
being alone doesnt mean dat i'm strong..
it could have meant dat i'm weak..
but juz unwilling to show it..
cux i noe dat if i become alone later..
i would show dat i'm even weaker..
i do not have the courage..
to continue to believe..
dat mayb one day u would turn back to me..
i have no more motivation..
to continue to walk towards u..
i haven seen u for so long..
i missed u so much..
n u wouldnt noe..
u wouldnt care..
u wouldn't even look at me..
this weekend..
my one last chance..
i wan to see u there..
its our only hope..
do u remember how we met?
do u noe how much time we spent?
do u noe how i longed to see u everyday?
being the first n last thing in my life..
can u tell me now..
i took courage..
i asked.. yet, i recieved no answer..
all i ask is u..
but i guess..
its alright now..
my life is quiet..
stable..
nothing more..
i'll be alone a lil longer..
den i'll go all out..
believe me..
the way u dun say anything..
have hurt me badly..
i held ur hands..
u let me do so..
i hugged ur arms..
u let me do so..
i was right beside u..
and u let me be..
all i wan now..
see me..
make me fly..
i wan u..
so wad ish love?
its a magical feeling..
when i see u..
i miss u when i dun..
~love is oeh jsp~
Innocence
8:04 PM
