Friday, February 08, 2008
my OLDER cuzzy came over to moi house today..
tok lotsa nonsense..
from lolita to cosplay to tofu..
den to some nonsense..
rayman dunno wad rabbids..
some new wii game console..
lame shit la..
had alot of fun n nonsense..
but den before i bathe..
when everywhere in my house is still noisy..
i'm totally fine.. its when i feel alone..
=.= i'm gonna explode le la..
read gwenny's blog..
i mean ya i noe i shldn't be doing this but..
juz wanna noe they're both fine..
but obviously they are..
dunno y i'm soooo.. =.=
hmmm..
yulin's nick says..
they're one month already..
=)) yokatta..
ooh..
well..
anyway..
the tv says..
i got tao hua yun in 2nd ,6th ,7th months.
wahaha..
n lucky colour is red..
and say my horoscope is..
relatives will intro..
den i will like someone nxt to the person intro-ed..
wadever..
i try not to believe anyway..
always getting too close..
den thrown far apart..
mayb a few more times n it wun hurt anymore..
juz a few more times will do..
den i wun feel hurt..
i wanna be something i detest..
wo yao zuo yi zhi da bu si de zhang lang..
i wanna be a cockroach dat nvr dies..
irritated everyone to death..
too much..
i cant stay happy..
i cant stay the same..
i cant go back..
i'm stuck in the shadows of the past..
i'm refrained from moving ahead..
i'm standing at the same spot..
i'm looking at the world change..
looking at ppl..
hearts change..
looks change..
thinking change..
nvr tot of seeing myself with anyone..
not anymore..
it hurts even to think..
reali like the feeling...
of walking down the street..
no one looking..
juz walk all the way home..
i get to think..
i get to tell myself wad i nid to do..
clear my mind..
refresh..
separate wad's impt n wad's not..
juz wanna walk alone..
i dreamt of council for consecutive 2 days..
wth.. i reali miss them so much..
not e whole council la..
juz a few ex-co~
reali felt nice..
cux i noe they're always there..
haix..
not anymore.
~change the world~
Innocence
12:44 AM
