Saturday, October 09, 2004

still got hu dunno ar?? aiya.. latest news is i broke wif him le... because of our bright future!! haha... i'm so crap now i feel like shit.. i got rojak feelings.. i got huge mood swings.. i nid to study but i like veri lac.. i wanna stud but cant concentrate.. aiya... oh ya.. so many days nvr update liao... my dear frenz.. dun blame me.. haha.. wan study.. =P
25th september.. went to sch... den went study until like 3 something den i went to plaza singapura MYSELF.. and went in search of a present for jasmine and also yulin la... den erm.. saw this cushion.. reali cute.. den bought for yulin.. y? cuz its our half year anniversary.. haha.. den went back to TPC right on time to meet jas.. haha.. tot dat he will go oso sia... aiya.. den we went eat.. den went to pass him the thing.. aiya... as usual.. "go home la..".. i gif him dots.. aiya.. de rest of the week... hmmmm... seem to haf forgotten...
let's go to sunday ba.. i was at home.. den went out in the afternoon to study wif sanna... den wa... veri waste time.. but nvm.. we had fun... den ltr evan joined us.. haha.. den we went home and all.. i found out something!!! i got a new laptop.. million times faster den my dat lousy thing.. haha.. so nice some more.. den stil got cam and microphone.. haha.. lots of fun... den can online.. =P.. den went online and chat wif yulin tell him bout my most IN thing.. haha.. after dat.................. he says he wanna study.... so...................... wan break wif me.... since he wan it den i okay loh.. cuz i reali believe dat if u let something go and sometimes.. it will come back to u.. =P so i agreed..
kinda regret though.. cuz i cried throughout the night.. cant get to slip.. tink i slept at bout 1230 lidat.. crappy.. den next dat went sch wif my eyes red... aiya.. terrible.. dun dare see him... i keep acting happie in front of him.. tink i wanna show him i can live without him.. but... i'm terribly wrong... he CAN live without my presence... actually.. i can see i dun mean much to him.. aiya.. den all the exams started crawling all over me.. irritating.. aiya.. den wadever liao.. after the day i cried i tink i went berserk.. gone case... cant concentrate.. keep tinking...
exams everyday went to entertainment mac study.. always got funny thing happen.. den always nvr concentrate... but at least the part dat we study while we happie can go in.. i will still as usual tok t my frenz bout him.. den i got few times saw jm.. haha... and... he said "hi!" to me today... finally something good.. haha...
after continuous dunno how many days of mac... i'm kinda getting sick of the food there... haha... hmm... zhan qi lai feng kuang yi xia!! haha...
i tink dat me n evan are floating apart... cuz i keep like tink dat she is veri act big act sanna... selfish kinda person.. but after tinking bout dat.. i tink i more evil den her... i oso more act den her.. i'm a beast compared to any person...!! or mayb i'm juz too lack of love.. i like any cute guy i see... but all fake.. all juz to bluff my frenz... aiya...
got a new theme song..!!!
you sAY...
happy!! sha la la...
its so nice to be happy!! sha la la..
everybody should be happy!! sha la la..
its so nice to be happy!!
haha... lame but nice song.. haha... "sad".. jonathon's favourite word.. see me oso say dat word.. haha... cuz he oso noe.. haha.. =P k la.. after all these... i tink i wanna change my ending le.... hmm... haha..
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